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To filter my own thoughts via alcohol almost as it has become medicinal to aid in sleeping and social context. That should probably be a problem, not that I really care to this point. I just want to crawl into one of these songs and become someone elses inspiration for a dream. The aging is much quicker than I remember first there was blonde hair barbara, gi joes, and sandboxes. Now there is too much hair, withering skin, and the discomfort from the weights of inadequacy, the human race. I never thought I would be here which really has kept me going. I flirt with the other side of life, yet the sunshine tells me I am a fool for a smile. To assert your truth in various scribblings and latent musical composition. What is the difference between self worth and selfishness? To demolish opinion would be to forfeit essential freedom. I am going to try and put atleast one person to sleep. I will learn how.

Can you keep a secret?

Hey if any of you have a t-shirt (or anything else) that I drew a boner on can you please scan it and post it for me. Skanks.